Ute’s ShadowBlog

THE CYCLE

Do you remember the Big Bang?
All energy and no structure formed yet

Good things take time and a plan
Everything evolves according to it

Have you noticed the cycle?
A cycle in every area possible

Look closely, the cycle is all around
It is within, and without

All starts with something simple,
which evolves into a complex form

The complex form is not the end product
At some point it disintegrates and is replaced

Simple forms evolve into complex ones
Complex forms disintegrate into simple ones

There is really no end product
It is all just a cycle

© 2013 MUSE (Ute Sonja Elisabeth Medley)

For some time now I play chess on chess.com. And sometimes something strange happens during the game. For example, the clock ceases to function, and even though I should win the game on time, I lose the game because the chess clock does not work properly anymore. And the same thing happened again yesterday. I had a lot more time left on the clock than my opponent and would have won the game if the chess clock would not have suddenly ceased to count. The clock stopped for about 10 to 15 seconds for both players, and when the clock started to count again, my opponent had a lot more time left than I did. Well, this was an obvious manipulation of the Java application; one of many.

ETERNAL PLAY

Same desire, different approach
Mine is the land
Mine is all

Nothing is born without me
All this is part of my fate
Writings in an eternal play

© 2013 MUSE (Ute Sonja Elisabeth Medley)

FREEDOM / CULTIVATION

O Dandelion, O Dandelion
Your fate is that of freedom
No one to look after you
No one to quench your thirst

You are resilient and beneficial for many things
And found on all continents
You need no one to care for you
You only need the showers of the heaven

O Rose, O Rose
Your fate is that of cultivation
A caring hand brings out your brilliance
But you are a fragile species

You are admired for your beauty and fragrance
And only a few are cultivated to shine
Tender care will make you sought after
Your fate is to be cultivated and admired

© 2013 MUSE (Ute Sonja Elisabeth Medley)

I MATTER

I matter
I’ll always matter
I matter in the here and now
I matter in the past and future
I matter in the present form
I’ll also matter in another one
I matter in any form
I matter in the I, You, and We

© 2013 MUSE (Ute Sonja Elisabeth Medley)

BE STILL

Blocking, locking,
lucking out, looking around

Twirling in a sea of confusion,
being pushed and pulled,
from here to there

Loosing focus and stimulation,
holding on to meandering bonds,
keeping faith in spirit,
knowing just to be still

© 2013 MUSE (Ute Sonja Elisabeth Medley)

APPRECIATION / SELF-LOVE

I gave everything I had
But felt never really included
With time I felt used and abused

What’s wrong with them?
Don’t they see the pain they cause?
Or do they just not care?

Over the years the pain was built up
Until it finally came to an explosion
And I knew it could not go on that way

My wish for their appreciation
Was more than I had had for myself
Therefore I had to learn to love myself

© 2013 MUSE (Ute Sonja Elisabeth Medley)

NUMBER TEN

I’m the number ten
I’m at rest, I’m in equilibrium
I encompass beginning and end

I’m the stronghold of a unitary process
I glow brilliantly
at an interplay of lower and higher energy

I provide for repetition
through duality of two states,
first cause and all-inclusive potentiality

© 2013 MUSE (Ute Sonja Elisabeth Medley

I am a six letter word
I am in service to generate change
I generate cells uncontrollably
and need to be fed constantly
I invade, spread out, and take over
I am on a mission to change

I have the numerical value of number eight
I exert a powerful influence
on everything that crosses my path
I come and go through many doors
I grow into the system
I am part of the system

© 2013 MUSE (Ute Sonja Elisabeth Medley)

LAWS DIVINE

Manifestations come and go
An interplay of laws divine
No manifestation meant forever
Together they serve each other
Subtle purpose not always understood
Laws divine will not be broken
All evolves as laws permit

© 2013 MUSE (Ute Sonja Elisabeth Medley)